I’m not

I’m not the right man for you,
I’m the man who disguises the rain,
forgotten stars, hidden moon,
I’m the only one allowed to love you,
I’m not the one who will be and not,
it’s easier to stay and cry,
things look bad now here down in the mud,
not the right man for you,
I know,
just raise your hands and take mine,
no promises, no rings, no fashion dresses,
only a warm embrace to fall in,
can’t you hear my voice,
can’t you feel my nearness,
not the right man for you,
broken souls, empty minds,
heavy feelings to fall apart,
not the right man for you,
just you and me on disallowed nights,
on short days breathing isolated love,
climbing desperate rocks with no path to follow,
no ways to go, trying to grow, again,
your head, my feet, your body, my emptiness,
your smile, my tears,
not the right man for you.